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Mine never didIt has been seven years since Ryan walked out of this house at sunrise with Jack and Caleb, promising they’d return before dinner.
For years, every time the front door clicked, part of me still looked up expecting to see all three of them standing there again — sunburned, smiling, apologizing for being late.
Now it’s only Lily and me. She’s 13 now, all long legs, guarded eyes, and the kind of silence that comes from growing up beside a mother who never truly stopped waiting.
Sometimes I still pass the boys’ old bedroom and picture them at nine years old — laughing, half-dressed, arguing over which fishing rod belonged to whom. I came into their lives when they were toddlers, and never once did I think of them as anything except my own children.
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